There's no saying
What brings my tears
I've felt this pain
For many years
I cut myself
To see inside
The scar's an
Easy thing to hide
I want some love
From some one
Please
Because everyone
Just seems to leave
When all I feel
Is want and long
Like some sad
Nirvana song
My hurt is when
I don't have a friend
When nobody listens
Because nobody cares
And everyone just
Sits and stares
And all I want
Is to be dead
These bad thoughts
Go pounding
Through my head
Please let me leave
And not remember
These horrid pains
That my heart renders
Day out day in
Torture within
This painful itch
Under my skin
And drugs
They help
But just like boys
A temporary pain deploy
And I go back
Yet again
I press the knife
Into my skin
The blood is
Such a sudden rush
My face hot then cold
And then red flush
Tracing scars
New and old
My fingers
Light blue
Slightly cold
The blood is rushing
Pouring out
I don't cry
And I don't shout
The life drips down
From hand to arm
This last cut
Did me some harm
My eyesight blurry
Tears and dillusion
Soon the pain
Is an illusion
Am I dead yet
Not deep enough
The tears come now
I'm not so tough
The pain is here
Domineering
Burning slices
My vision clearing
And so the high
Has ended quickly
And my face looks dead
Looks sickly
I'll swear to stop
And work real hard
But once again
My arm...
My heart is scarred
